So things are definitely weird lately. I feel depressed and am totally failing at life. i read over a bunch of old livejournal entries and i feel as if i've really gone nowhere fast. i miss high school, things were a lot better then and i never thought i'd ever think that.
it's amazing how much i cant handle real life.
i get frustrated with my feelings and how i sometimes fall hard and quick, both in and out of love.
i hate not knowing what to say.
I think I'll look back on my life though and think that I ended up getting some hot ass and having a lot of fun while I was young, and I think either everything will be ok or I will die young.
Last night I got so preoccupied with the thought of me dying before 30, and I just sat on that notion for the whole night.
I really dislike myself, and most of my qualities.
I really want to feel love again, even though I shouldn't.
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