Update

So my great grandmother is in the hospital... not fun. I really hope she's alright and gets better.

I think I'm going to get my hair cut into something cute and short tomorrow on the UES. Yay. I hope it looks alright.

I am going to get a body piercing either tomorrow or Saturday I think. I don't know what I want yet-- my ears aren't even pierced. I've always wanted my tongue pierced, but I don't know if I really want it pierced... I have bad teeth and I don't like drawing attention to my mouth. I definitely don't want my eyebrow, nipple, no-no area, or lip pierced. So that leaves tongue, belly button (which I do want but I saw it done live on Oprah once when I was a kid and eating Spaghetti-Os and life has never quite been the same), nose (which I think may make me look too witchy because of my narrow yet sorta pointy nose), or just chicken out and get an ear piercing or two.
Any recommendations? Keep in mind that I am a big, big chicken. Last time I got my ears pierced I was in high school but I still cried and grabbed the teddy bear they keep in the piercing booth for toddlers. Yeah.
I really want another tattoo... I want to get one on my hip bone but I can't think of anything worthy of being inked. Like the other tattoo I got was something that I wanted since the 4th grade. I want my tattoos to be ultra meaningful.
I also have another ribbon on my tattoo that is blank and can be filled in with something, but I don't know what I want that to be either.
So yeah, in other news break ups are weird. Chris and I were trying to be friends, but I was all like I want to keep my distance, and then he convinced me we could actually be good friends, then the next day he like unfriended me from everything and whatnot without explanation. I don't need to deal with his instability anymore, so I'm not, I'm moving on. Whatever.
Things with Nathan are absolutely wonderful. I really feel like I have found my soulmate. I have never been happier. Everything we do together is powerful and amazing. Living together is really natural, but not boring. We just click in a really beautiful way and we bring the best out in each other. Yay!

I have been itching to travel more than ever lately. I want to see all the cities on the Rockstar drinks... Amsterdam especially. And Paris, Rome, Barcelona, Cairo, Brazil, Honolulu (again), San Francisco, Tokyo, Montreal, Mexico...
And I want to visit friends, so much. I want to travel and see everyone that I cut out of my life to some extent. I want to apologize. I want to work on being a whole person again.
I deleted most of my information from my Facebook because I do not really know what my favorite music or activities or movies are. I am not sure. There are many, many things I can't listen or see or do these days without feeling a great deal of pain. I am finding new things. I am learning new things. I like learning.
Speaking of learning, I have a paper due in like 2 hours that I haven't started, nor have I read the book or researched the material needed to start said paper. Hmm.