“It's no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record collections disagree violently or if your favorite films wouldn't even speak to each other if they met at a party.”
I felt sad today randomly and by accident, so I popped on High Fidelity and it made me feel so much better. Except for the end, I don't know, I really hate the ending. I hate when they get back together, and I knew it was coming but I still hoped something happened and they didn't get back together.
I've been researching a lot on how to get over breakups and such, not because I feel heart-broken or even sad, but because I want to be sure that I am over things because I realized that that is why things didn't work out, really. He was hurt that I wasn't the person I said I was, but I am that person, but I wasn't able to be that person because I was at my darkest hour. They say one month for every year of a relationship, and that was a 3.75 year relationship, which means I'm just wrapping up getting over it around now. So of course I wasn't ready. But I couldn't have known any better, I couldn't have known to say yeah I want to take it slow when I was asked countless times.
So anyway, all that research says to make lists, and High Fidelity made me want to make lists, so here it goes....
I made a few lists, but they all seemed too personal to put here. Well, not too personal, but I just feel like it would cause more trouble than I need right now. So nevermind, maybe later.
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