Weirdness

The only think weirder than weirdness is lack of weirdness when there should be more.

That can apply to pretty much any of the 100 different intense things that are happening right now. And it's funny, because I can imagine people reading this and thinking oh, I know what she's talking about and thinking about 1-5 different situations, but really there are so many different things going on with me right now, it's crazy. No one person, besides myself, knows all of them.

I enjoy being single, I do. I'm really feeling like I'm actually getting in the process of getting my shit together.

Staying here with Nathan has been way not awkward. Well, it's a little awkward, but it's not bad. I don't know what happened, but I am taking all this crazy, crazy well. I cried for like a day or something, then I realized that both of us were pretty miserable together, and I remembered how much fun we had when we were friends, and I know that this is actually great because after we both have time to really move on and adjust, we are going to get to be friends again. I'd rather have him as a fun friend in the city than as a boyfriend right now, and though I will miss his company, this is really just the right thing.